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WHOOOOO. SOS bs HAS STARTEDDDD. how cool is that man. that means back to church every friday too!! AWESOMEEEE :D
it was so bad persuading mum to let me go. okay la im recovering alr. but anywayyy thank God I WENT!!! OH MAN PASTOR WAS SOOO AWESOME! (as always :D)
okayyy man. so the first session was so awesome. it started with an awesome praise and worship. ROCKS RIGHT??!! u getta P&W with the whole chuch on a fridayyy nighttt!
his message was so good! write non stop man. i havnt done tt since history mids :p and joey was saying super loudly "hand cramps hand cramps.coming.cramp" haha I HEARD U JOEY! and joNLS was busy asking ppl how to spell "HOW TO SPELL THE NAME OF THE SHEEP!" HAHAHA OHMYBONGS SO CUTE!
but yeah im so glad i was well enough to last through to the second session. another session of worship :D and oh man it ended with a bannnnnggg man. we worshipped again. and EVERYONE went on their knees. it was so good. God's presence was so strong man. everyone was tearinggg ((: awwww ((:
i love my awesomest heavenly father tooooo bitttttssss :Dokayy so aft tt, i stayed back for are u smarter than a teenager briefing. BONGS IM SUPER SCARED! its tomorrow alr! )):and the sample qns they gave us were quite easy :p but lucas said it was not gonna be that easy. OHMANNN. what if i get a stage fright?? :O the last time i performed in front of 8000 ppl , was last yr's POS. but well i was flying with anlynn and gen, and dancing with the WHOLE of south, just have to smile and look confident standing on pinde, dont need to say anything BUT ITS NOT THE SAME ANYMORE!! now i have to ANSWERRRRRR. AHHHHHH. oh man what if i get a mental block or ans wrongly. ahhhh scareddddd )):
but i know u awesome sexaye cells would be cheeringgggg me on :D BUT STILL. ahhhhh )): i cant believe it! im studying! aft exams! haha well not really. im reading the periodic table! haha ahhhh. oh man oh man . okay okay okay no worries man. ill be fineeee rightttt. yesss righttt ((: and I HAVE AWESOME GOD. who's not gonna make me scared :D
and i remember while cheerleading, HAHA I COULDNT SEE THE 8000 CROWD :D cause the light was too bright. haha so maybe if i try not to see the crowd (SOMEHOWWWW) ill be fineee :D yes yes amen! haha yayy i found my solution. yayy. u rock fung! what has it gotta do with him again?? :l heeee. OH YA I CAN TOTALLY IMAGINE HE'S CHEERING ME ON! ( ya i know i said IMAGINE) hah ayuppp. yayy. then i can pretend im hearing him giving me answers then ill get everything right!! :O hahah yayyy i love u God ((: