u wont want to read this cause its wordyyyyy.

today was a horrid start. jie knows me so well i really dunno why she asked me tt qn. but yeah duh the answer was nooooo ): yupp and it was horrid cause i know im dying big time for mids and isnt it worse theres no tuition to help at all :l super stressed man AND SOME ONE TOOK MY HISTORY NOTES. im serious man. i took so long to compile them from diff sources somemore! and its GONEEE. my goodness i spent 45 mins just looking at the textbook cause i really didnt know where and how in the world im gonna start ALL OVER AGAIN. ya man it was so bad i was so stressed ahhh i felt SO helpless.

and di's unintentional comment abt me "still chasing your stupid stars" seriously seriously insulted me sooo much.my goodness i know u would never call me stupid but i really wished u called me stupid instead.i dunnnnnoooo why mannn. but i feel super insulted when someone says something bad abt the stars. its like someone saying my sisters/ding/nicks/porks/esther/chels/hanmae/nadine/anlynn/dan (AND the list goes on) were stupid.ALTHOUGH ILL TOTALLY AGREE ( sis exception ;D) HAHA BUT BUT BUT ill feel super insulted. yes yes get it?? ya but whatever man everything just came together and i cried on the way to school ):

jie is so awesome.as in krystle liew jie that jie. hahah but yeah shes so so understanding. seriously i always say the stars/ my friends are always one of the first few i thank God for, but i know its not thattt true. its my family i always thank God for first.nothing awesomer has ever happened to me. but yeah jie was comforting me all the way to school and really offering all the help/advice and whatever support i needed. she's so awesome (:

and ohman seriously what more can i say man. she went all the way to suntec after work to get me my AWESOMEST FAVOURITE CANELEEEEEEEE CHOC CAKEEEE! she remembered :D oh man all the way there just for that slice of DROPDEAD EX CAKE! but yeahhh man when she gave it to me i was soooo touched seriously. ahhh i was super super touched that she firstly RMBERED!secondly, went allll the wayy to get it, thirdly actually GOT IT! ex): ohman really anything for sisters man ): thanks jie u rock so much.alwayssss there with food :D

ohman i seriously have the awesomest sisters ever. ever ever ever ever ever. and i thank God soooo much for them.

di wanted to leave work JUST to fetch me for tuition! just cause itwas raining and i was with all my tbs ): though i know she realllly hates driving past newtons' circles,she came all the way to fetch me home (well it was near TTS but stillllll..) tiff is in ipohhhhhhhh and im missing her so bad. missing someone waking me up in the middle of the night to say goodnight, missing someone breathing smelly breath right into my nose! (gosh i pray she doesnt do it anymore! D: ) yup and everything else man!